Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Isaiah 40:30-31 "Even youths grow tired and WEARY, and young men stumble and fall; but those who HOPE in the LORD will RENEW their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles, they will walk and NOT grow weary, they will run and not be faint"

it never ceases to amaze me how just when u least expect it, when u think tt you cannot take it anymore, that you are too weak and that there is no way out, God provides one. i cried yst when i read this verse, but not tears of sadness like earlier but tears of joy and thanksgiving. i mean, what further proof does anyone need? what other God gives assurance when u need it most, what other God knows when is the perfect time to perk up His children. i dunno its like when the doubts of faith come in its things like this that remind me that the God i worship is truly the God of the universe :) thank you so much i love you Jesus!

anyway i read abt this missionary in some book tt daddy lent me t read and her name was Lottie Moon and i felt really encouraged cos shes like me! as in her background haha... if i can be like her in character i would be super happy haha. but as in soemtimes i guess i wonder how will i be able to survive as a missionary when im like so sheltered and pampered here. and like everything or almost everything major in life goes my way... but hey if she can do it so can i rite :) cos we have the same God and He's the one hu gives all strength :)

went to church to study today haha. was qt ok i geuss just tt it was super cold and there were some kids who were making noise. and someone else hu came to disturb us (i wonder who). oh crap just remebered i shldnt say tt haha. but dun care :p anyway... it was qt ok but i was super hungry haha. and my chem is BADDDDD haha. oh man. i totally spent so long doing a chem mcq and did SO badly oh man. haha... crappies. ok nvm i will persevere :) mannz my bio is dead haha. ok going to mug with marcus tml heehee. i hope he dun force me to eat crap again. i just ate a kit kat chunky (rocks) and like some os esmonds chocs today oso! haha... oh dear. and a mars bar! lol. ok nvm dun think abt it haha. in a MUCH better mood today heehee. thank you God!